So last night was an interesting one. I made the mistake of blogging about my marriage. Apparently, that is a BIG no no! So, it won't be happening again.
I have a goal for this blog. I want it to help me and to help other people specifically with infertility issues as well as with questions people have about military life whether it be stateside or overseas... I have experience with both so why not share my experiences?
This is fall so I'm turning over a new leaf. I'm done feeling sorry for myself. I'm done with all the worrying. I'm lifting all my problems up to God and leaving them with Him. I'll still follow His direction and go wherever it is He thinks I need to go. Right now He has me pointed towards one of the best Obgyn's in all of England and that is exactly where I am headed. There was some miscommunication with my last appointment date and I ended up missing the appointment by 24 hours. That won't be happening again so I'll be seeing her on December 4th.
TTC
Wednesday, 17 November 2010
Monday, 15 November 2010
Venting
OMG!!!!! I'm a million emotions right now and all of them aren't good. I'm hurt, confused, frustrated, disappointed, sad, depressed.... the list could go on and on!
Why does everyong have to ask if you have kids? WHY?!?! And to make matters worse, when someone says "no, I don't have kids" why does that person have to ask "why?" UUUUUUUGGGGGHHHHH!!! It's not like I choose to not have children. Believe me, I want them more than anyone on this planet! But today took the cake... I was already in a not so great mood, didn't feel well when this all went down. I understand that some people are "just curious" but stay the hell out of my business! When you ask if I have kids and I say no, leave it at that! Don't turn around and ask why and then when I say just because I can't, that does NOT give you the right to then ask, "well have you tried?" SERIOUSLY?!?! I could have burst into tears at that very moment. OF COURSE I HAVE TRIED! What the hell kind of question is that anyway? Is this God's way of testing me? I don't get it. I really don't.
Why does everyong have to ask if you have kids? WHY?!?! And to make matters worse, when someone says "no, I don't have kids" why does that person have to ask "why?" UUUUUUUGGGGGHHHHH!!! It's not like I choose to not have children. Believe me, I want them more than anyone on this planet! But today took the cake... I was already in a not so great mood, didn't feel well when this all went down. I understand that some people are "just curious" but stay the hell out of my business! When you ask if I have kids and I say no, leave it at that! Don't turn around and ask why and then when I say just because I can't, that does NOT give you the right to then ask, "well have you tried?" SERIOUSLY?!?! I could have burst into tears at that very moment. OF COURSE I HAVE TRIED! What the hell kind of question is that anyway? Is this God's way of testing me? I don't get it. I really don't.
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